Thursday, March 22, 2007

Blankity Blank


Ever have so much to say that you can't think of anything to say? For the last month, my mind has been a swirling mess of thoughts. Its spectrum of colors are endless. Its maze of logic is just a notted ball of confusion. Its grasp and comprehension of its surroundings and influences are muddied and hazy.


Am I:

Thoughtless? Most definitely not.

Helpless? Only when I let myself think I am.

Exxasperated? Definitely.


In such a short time I've learned so much. In such a short time I've grown up. In such a short time I've given up on old ideals and adopted new ones. In such a short time I've my head hurt immensely from over-ponderence. In such a short time I've discovered myself. In such a short time, I've become happy.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Pondering is indeed both a curse and a blessing.

It can motivate you. It can cause you to loose sleep.It can pain you and also make you laugh. for all the reasons we mostly are one and the same. We think. What a wonderful gift!!

In the future paradise our ability to think will be expanded in the most beautiful way.

Psalm 73:24 is just wonderful...

With your counsel you will lead me,
And afterward you will take me even to glory.

How eminent is that?

So amidst the morass of madening thoughts, With God we always get clarity.

JJ

Anonymous said...

my mind does that.

almost when I know exactly what I care to express. Nothing.

b.l.a.n.k.

i hate that.

Anonymous said...

Hey chica, congrats on the switch over to the Russian congregation. May Jehovah bless you for your diligence in learning a new language to pursue goals in his service. Woo hoo!